My life is hard

[pne]

Gah its moments like these where its really hard to be myself

i never know what to do in social situations

and now i wonder whether ive messed up by doing something... but im afraid to ask because I fear that that may be messing up / socially inappropriate

so maybe i'll never know... or maybe i will end up asking, and it'll be the wrong thing.

it's hard to live inside my head

i wish i didnt have to

why must my life be so hard